It sucks even more because I definitely have done everything right since the whole mess started to avoid it, including continuing to wear masks everywhere even now, but that shit only works if the majority do it and the majority in the US are absolute fucking morons.
Anyway, they gave me Paxlovid because the hilariously bad BMI chart still flags me as “obese” which makes me high risk so I’m not gonna complain about that.
Mostly I’m just constantly tired. Not mentally tired, just physically. Things like walking across the house to let the dog out, standing for 10 minutes, eating, showering, sometimes even typing, make me want to nap but I can’t because my brain is fine and is like “…not tired, not gonna sleep” vs. the body’s “You know what? Fuck you, if you’re so ‘in control’ of everything, fix it.”
Anyway, adding a fuckton of CBD, turmeric/black pepper in cooking (more than usual, I use both a lot), and fish oil have kept the first day “wow it feels like someone beat the shit out of all of me with a bat” feeling away entirely so that helps.
I’m also hoping slapping a virus that causes a widespread inflammatory response with a whole host of anti-inflammatory stuff will lower the chances of any form of long term fuck ups because I do not need that.
There’s also the sheer insanity of, “Ok you need to quarantine for 5 days but you’ll be contagious for like 14, so make sure to wear a mask when you go back to work after 5 days,” and if you think about that too hard your brain will explode.
On the plus side, while I was picking up some essentials some jackass in the same aisle made the remark that it was 'stupid’ that I was still wearing a mask since they don’t work and the look of absolute HORROR when I said, “Dude, I HAVE Covid right now, I’m wearing it for your protection, but if you’re so sure masks don’t work I can take it off if it’s bothering you that much,” as I reached up to remove it.
Old motherfucker practically RAN away from me, not sure why he was so scared of me taking my mask off if they don’t work…
If I hadn’t been so tired I’d have followed him out to his fucking car just to unmask and cough at him.